Monday morning I posted about how I had become overwhelmed with all the work I had to do this month.
Well I decided to take it easy and do one thing at a time, except I have done absolutely nothing all week.
This week after I got off work I would just play video games and not even touch my laptop.
Somehow taking the break has made me more stressed. I knew I had a lot of work to do and yet I decided to not touch any of it with the knowledge of me possibly failing.
Gaaah! This is stressful. Ifni don’t one thing it’s stressful if I don’t do it, it’s stressful. Geeze, I just can’t win.
Idk what’s been up with me this week, my mood has been very harsh, all I’ve wanted to do is sleep and eat, and I don’t want to be bothered by anyone 😦
I gotta do and be better.
This makes me sad.
I know this isn’t a long post today, but felt like sharing how I’ve been feeling with you all.
Wish me luck on kicking my ass into gear !