After two weeks of not writing and getting headaches at the thought of it, I finally got some work done this weekend.
I finished the first newsletter that goes out on April first, and I’m waiting on feedback from my advisors.
I started my second short origin story for Kaneji, although I still don’t quite know how that one is going to go or how it’s going to work out. But nonetheless, I started it, and I feel like it’s going to be my favorite.
And finally I got back to actually working on Kaneji.
I had a character in myh mind that I had been wanting to introduce for a while, But I just didn’t know it. Apparently my subconscious had to sit still for a moment before I realized that’s what my creative side wanted.
So I did it! I broke through the invisible walls that my mind set up and I crushed them!
I created a bunch of stress for myself that was unnecessary and uncalled for.
I had even told my editor that I was going to take a break for the rest of the month because I was losing hope, yet here I am.
I will admit this version of Kaneji has been a little bit harder for me because I took such a long break(3 years) before getting back into it. So honestly this is still very fresh. But my ultimate goal with my novel was to create something I’m not embarrassed about and extremely proud of, and I think I’m on the right track for that now. And im so excited !