More Energy and More Drive

For the past month or so I’ve been struggling with writing my ending to Kaneji. I have a journal that I jot my ideas down in to help me not lose my mind, and a recurring theme in there is “idk how to get to the ending”

Sure I have plenty ideas of plot points to get to before the ending, but somehow they dont feel like they will mean well with me.

Not to mention after o get off of work at 2am after working almost 12 hours I have no desire to even write. Then weekends all I want to do is sleep!

So I just wish I had more energy and more drive.

My plan is to try and get a very large chunk (for me) done tonight. I’m going to try my damndest to figure out how to put my puzzle pieces back together and get the ball back rolling so I can hurry up and finish this draft so I can edit it and send it to my editor !! Smh

I just dont want to fail smh.

I fear that I will drop the ball and do horribly as a writer. And although I’m not planning on doing this as a career I still want to do as well as I can and not have the people I know embarassed that they wanted to read such trash!

Oh well.. one step at a time. Let’s just see how tonight goes

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