Usually my posts tend to gravitate around my writing, just look at my site name. However I think I’m looking to expand it to add something more personal. People aren’t robots and we are all full of our own struggles we have to deal with.
Lately, my constant struggle is laziness and complacency. I’m stuck in my comfort zone. I haven’t really been wanting to take risk for risk of failing. Sad thing is that I know failure is a part of life, it’s just that I feel like I’ve failed so much already in life I feel like I’ve reached my quota! Lol
Yes, I know it sounds crazy and I might be overthinking it, it’s just that when I was constantly failing, i was always feeling like a disappointment and useless. I guess that was the depression talking 🤷♀️.
Even now, I know what the problem is, and its constantly on my mind every night causing me to worry, overthink, stress, and analyze everything. Someone pointed out how unhealthy it is causing myself so much stress. Especially because I’m not the only one in the world who feels like this. I’ll m always told that you’re 20s are there for you to truly figure out life and see where you want to go in life. Yet, being in my late thirties I feel pressured to have my life together already.
It almost seems like everyone around me knows who they are and what they want and I’m the only one who is just lolly gagging around with life. Again, I obviously know that isn’t the case, but it’s how I feel.
So my question to you all, is if you have ever felt like this how did you get out of it? What made you want to break the constant cycle? Was it a person, a thing, or did you just kick yourself in the ass to get moving ?